AHH summer

I have not blogged in about a month so yeah i'm pretty much a loser. let me just tell you what has been going on my life lately. Me and alan broke up :( hes in seattle and planning to go back to Hawaii in the fall so theres no real point to being together.. i tried dating my friend kyle for a while (a while meaning a week) that didn't work out to well for unknown reasons i am still confused by it except i think it has nothing to do with me and hes just so angry at the world all the time! what happened to that fun happy lighthearted boy that i grew up with.. other than those two failed relationships i am just working at Big 5 sporting goods and i started summer classes =/ blah who goes to school in the summer?? ME i guess. my class is really interesting though its Victimology the study of the victim! its crazy we get to talk about serial killers and junk.. the only thing i dont like we have to write like a billion papers!! if you know anything about me at all its that i LOVE LOVE LOVE reading and i HATE HATE HATE writing papers... i am just not a clever writer i cant form my thoughts into structured sentences in a way that makes any sense at all to the reader. blah oh well. i'm a good BS er i think. I'm trying to get into shape i go to the gym every day i dont work. the only thing is i love to eat food!! so i dont know how the gym is gonna help me. :( OH I ALMOST FORGOT!!!


This past sunday it stormed really good and i was at Leslie and Casey's and Brady was there and we were all just fooling around with the football and jumping on the tramp. then the rain starts coming down and brady's all "lets play two on two football" so we made teams and started playing in the backyard. then it starts POURING.. we all got soaked and were sliding around everywhere its probably the funnest thing i've done all month. i love those guys they are probably my best friends ever. :) it was a really fun day and i dont play football that much but that day i totally rocked i made some awesome plays haha leslie made some good blocks on me that sent me sliding a couple of times too!! i dont have any pictures leslies camera does and maybe i'll steal it from her and add some

GOOD DAY!!

So i'm having a really good day today. I took one of my finals and totally rocked it. I got out of a speeding ticket. I got to chill with one of my really good friends Kayla whom i have missed a lot. It was super warm and i loved it! and I got into a facebook fight with a stupid girl that i dont EVER talk to. and has no reason to hate me. lol so that was kinda funny..

Stuff that is not so good. Alan left for Seattle last week. and i'm super sad.. i miss him :( but he is doing good out there and i think it will be good for him.
Also i think i am getting allergies. i have never had them before. but i keep sneezing a lot. and its not like i mind sneezing i just dont want the runny/itchy nose and annoying eye thing that goes with allergies so lets hope it just stays with the sneezing for now. anyways i gotta go take a shower yay. but here is an exciting update of my life.

VALENTINES DAY ♥

This Valentines day Alan was the sweetest..

When i woke up there were rose petals on my floor and a bouquet of roses on my bed. along with a new pair of shoes! and a sweet card. in my bathroom there was a candy poster board and a box of chocolate. so i thought that was the extent of it.

i was wrong.

later that day while i was at work, Alans' neice, nicole brought me a single rose then his nephew Jaren brought me 2 roses. Brayden then came in with 3 and spencer came in with 4. then Alan came in with a dozen pink roses in a cute vase along with a bear and book. he knows me so well. so by the end of the day i had new shoes, 3 dozen roses, a bunch of candy, a bear and a new book! he sure went all out. lol. he's super sweet.

One year

So Its been one year TODAY that i've been divorced. i didn't realize that until i looked at the family picture on the wall and Logan is still in the picture then i thought of the date and wow one year exactly.. My family was all over for our monthly family dinner and we celebrated. i was asked if i was happier today than that day a year ago. the answer everyone is... YES so i guess that means it was a good thing to get divorced. Logan is remarried now for all you out there interested. And i've been with Alan for a month and a half.
He has something planned for valentines day but i have no idea what it is although i think i'm going to be embarrassed. lol hes a sweetheart tho.


I finally got to meet Stellar! hes so stinkin cute!! i can hardly stand it. He looks like Maguire and has SO much red hair. he is one of the cutest babies i've ever seen.
anyways i'll blog later. and i'll try to upload a picture of stellar i'm just kinda lazy.

quick update

So i havent posted in quite a while. Christmas came and went with all the joy and happiness and prettyness (word?) of the season. My boyfriends family was in town for New Years from hawaii. now it is a new year? my resolutions?? undecided. i know i probably should have figured them out before the new year actually came but i just cant find anything that i can resolve to do that i might actually do.. everyone says excersize but i am too lazy and i hate and i know i will never stick with it although i am uncomfortable with my body and it grosses me out i love food too much. sigh at least my BF doesn't seem to mind. his name is Alan by the way and we celebrated our one month anniversary yesterday! and i can say for the most part i like that kid. we are fighting right now. but i dont see what i can do about that. my aunt devron had her baby a few days ago. and i would like to welcome Steller Lloyd to the world and the family. hes so cute and got quite a head of red hair on him! i have also started school this month. yay criminal justice. my classes are really interesting and havent been to challenging so far. we'll see how i feel later in the semester. my sister moved out and i moved into her room. i finally dont have to share with my brother and that is something to be thankful for! :) those are the only major points i can remember since i last posted. sorry no pictures with this one. i will do better with my posts tho and pictures to accompany them.

Thanksgiving!!

Doesn't this Turkey look amazing?!?
we had a pretty good turnout this year for thanksgiving. not the whole family :( but thats okay hopefully we'll see the rest for CHRISTMAS! I love the holiday season it gives us all an excuse to get together when we might not have time otherwise in our seperate crazy lives!